oh happy day!

Thanks aunt Cassity!  haha i think i was just in a bad mood when i wrote that blog… i was just mad at myself for not doing my homework. but after i finished i went and finished it all up and felt grand afterwards. and i honestly don’t think i’m an introvert. that’s an overstatement. i just don’t do as much stuff as other teenagers might.. and there’s nothing wrong with that. but i like saved your note and i’m going to print it out and put it in my journal. i loved it.

i curled my hair today! it turned out fab. ;) i had to use curlers and sleep in them because it won’t curl unless it’s forced to, and a curling iron doesn’t persuade it enough i guess. i had to get plenty of proof. i brought my camera to school and had a grand time with it. unfortunately there wasnt’ much battery in the first place so i couldn’t take as many as i would have liked… hahahaha. so yeah. fun day today. i’m so vain.

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well i pretty much know that my dear aunt Cassity is the only one that reads my blog, so just consider this site dedicated to you, my favorite lady! I also know that if you just have like a whole long block of writing no one even bothers to read it unless they truly love the writer (;D) so i guess i can just write about whatever i want. aaaalmost like a journal entry! i feel so free. and also, the more thing, if you have a boring the title… the even fewer readers you’ll get. yes! by the way, holy cow. i was looking in those mirrors that open so you can see the back of your head etc. and there was one angle i saw of myself that looked EXACTLY like you!! i was so proud. --- k i’m not going to separate this into paragraphs. just to warn you. i will get even less readers that way. BAM. blog skimmers – as opposed to blog readers - just like to look at pictures. which i have more of, btw, and will add later. So when i am about to switch subjects as i’m writing, i’ll just do this: ---. --- what are men to rocks and mountains, aunt cassity? that’s what i’d like to know. man it must be soo lucky to be married and not have to worry about stuff like that. haha. i remember one time when you and i were riding in a car past the provo temple’s big field it has in front of it where people play soccer, and you were looking out at all the boys playing on there and telling me how cute you thought they all were. in my 6-7 year old mind, i was like… what?? how can you even tell?  or what are you even talking about? or what? you’re crazy. something to that effect. haha. now i know! (and now i know how frustrating it can be!! GAA!!) --- speaking of “what are men to rocks and mountains” as elizabeth bennet said in pride and prejudice… i just finished that book! aaaah. took me all of a week cuz it was so dang good. and cuz it was fall break. yeah. i’m an introvert. didn’t do much over the break besides read and one day help my best friend marie and her dad make some chocolate. they own a chocolate making business. pretty much amazing. i LOVE to go over to her house. haha. Now i’m reading The Education of Little Tree, and i’m almost done. next i’m going to read Little Women again i believe. ---- well i’m totally avoiding my mounds of homework i have. i think i lost some of my school folders because i can’t seem to find them anywhere, and they have some latework in them that i need to turn in…. the term ends this friday… and i have a math test tomorrow… and like 3 assinments due tomorrow in biology that i haven’t started on. i honestly don’t know why i’m writing in this. i just felt like talking to you, since you’re the only one that is probably going to read this. lol. i hope you do at least…. :S ---- Aunt Shauna is at my house right now… oh wait you probably don’t know her do you? she’s my dad’s sister. and my dad’s mom is staying with us too. x) fun times. well for some reason i just felt like i’m done writing here. i love you truly truly truly. and sorry to anyone else that read this, i’m actually pretty amazed that you did, seeing that you probably just wasted 5 minutes haha. well ttyl. pictures to come. hopefully. just to warn you, i really don’t take good pictures. it’s kind of sad, actually.

this is my friend Jordan. he’s awesome.


This is my friend Courtney. she’s a doll.

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This was a cool picture of my mom and i, the sky was BEAUTIFUL!! i hope i captured a tiny bit of it.


Here’s my too-cute-to-be-true beehive friend, Megan. she helped me make one of the centerpieces for YW in Excellence yesterday for next week.  We did Divine Nature. Blue. it says “color me beautiful” on it. we were pretty proud of ourselves.

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q's and a's

1. What was the last thing you put in your mouth ?
a pen. bad habit

2. Where was your profile picture taken?
in me bedroom. i was hyper.

3. Can you play Guitar Hero?
yeah, i play on medium. no big deal.

4. Name someone who made you laugh today?
Mrs. Bennet. (in Pride and Prejudice ;D) there's not much in that head of hers!

5. How late did you stay up last night and why?
10 o'clock.

6. If you could move somewhere else, where would it be ?
Brazil. Rio to be exact.

7. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
ew. no. cooties. its a pandemic.

8. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
Holly Sizemore. what a babe.

9. Do you believe ex's can be friends?

10. How do you feel about Dr Pepper?
blech. nast to the E

11. When was the last time you cried really hard?

12. Who took your profile picture?
a camera

13. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
$70. three Thomas Jeffersons and whoever's on a ten ;D

14. Was today better than yesterday?
no.. not really no.

15. Can you live a day without TV?
yes, definitely. i'm in good practice.

16. Are you upset about anything?
yes. the more boys i meet, the more i love my imaginary dog.

17. Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
i'm a little inexperienced, but i'm sure some are.

18. Are you a bad influence?
no i'm a saint, actually

19. Night out or night in?
depends. i'm sort of a homebody/loner/intravert. but i like going and doing good deeds with my friends

20. What items could you not go without during the day?
an apple a day keeps the doctor away. also, mascara. i might scare some without it.

21. Who's the last person you visited in the hospital?
haha...my mom when she had Mckay. 8 years ago. i take back the prior "saint" comment.

22. What does the last text message in your inbox say?
don't talk to me about that. i'm phone deprived.

23. How do you feel about your life right now?
fantastic. yeah right.

24. Do you hate anyone?
i try not to. i try to at least like everyone. except for that annoying fly that keeps BUGGING ME!! ;D

25. If we were to look in your facebook inbox, what would we find?
love notes. shh. haha jk mostly just messages from my friends in brazil, and memories of grand email exchanges with an amazing kid i once knew but has seemed to have lost interest.

26.What were you doing prior to this survey?
reading pride and prejudice in the bath. it's becoming part of my daily routine. i'm surprised my skin isn't in a constant state of raisinism.

27. Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
if so, i'm sure it was sarcastic!

28. What song is stuck in your head?
Party like a rockstar. don't ask.

29 . Someone knocks on your window at 2:00 a.m., who do you want it to be?
santa. he brings gifts of love and joy around that time every once in a while.

30. Wanna have grandkids by the time your 50?
pretty much!

31. Name something you are doing tomorrow?
read, read, and did i mention i might do some reading?

32. Do you think too much or too little?
i tend to have elevator music stuck in my head a little too much than it should. haha jk. i love to think!

33. Do you smile a lot?
i hope i smile enough.

34) Did you ever kiss someone whose name starts with an E? again, ew. no. cooties.

35) Do you type fast? i try ;)

36) Do you have piercings? How many? a pair in the proper place.

37) Want any more? secret... yes i used to. but nah.

38) Can you spell well? it's a working progress.

39) Do you miss anyone from your past? Yes. ardently.

40) What are you craving right now? candy. candy. candy. candy. thank goodness halloween's comin up.

41) Ever been to a bonfire party ? no. refer to question 19.

43) Have you ever been on a horse? yes. good times. and bareback hurts!!

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck? why all these diseased kissing questions??

45) Have you ever broken someone's heart? muah? never ;)

46) Have you ever been cheated on? no..

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? nope.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them? only for college.

50) What should you be doing ? organizing my binder and/or cleaning up my room

51) What's irritating you right now? men.

52) Have you ever liked someone? yeah. waste. of. time.

53) Does somebody love you? i can think of 11 people.

54) What is your favorite color ? baby blue.

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? yes. embarrassing!!

57) Do you have trust issues? ....depends.

59) Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink? yes that's where i normaly shave my face. do you have a problem with that?

60)Do you have a good relationship with your parents? i love them dearly.

62) Do you believe your most recent ex thinks about you? my recent ex? hmmm....

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of? heavenly father...

64) Do you give out second chances too easily? maybe

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget? is this a trick question?

66) Is this year the best year of your life? last year was the bomb. brazil, no men, ideal.

67) What was your child hood nickname? gaa-gaa, lizards, liza-lou

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked? i've gone half naked.. don't ask.

69) Do you think you're a good person? ask that to someone else.

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason? Yes, to give us experience at least. but i don't think mosquito bites have a reason.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night ? read los escriptures and prayed.

73) What is bothering you? meninos.

74) Have you ever been out of the country? uh yes. lived. good times.

75) Do you play the Wii? we HAD one but noah had to up and SELL it! silly face.

76) Are you listening to music right now? no...! what's wrong with me? lol.

77) Do you like Chinese food? yesterday. panda. mom and i. hiding in my room. eating our "to-go". so the little boys wouldn't be jealous.

78) Do you know your fathers b- day? March 23 1966! BAM!

79) Are you afraid of the dark? I love the dark. when it's time for sleep.

81) Are you mean? my middle name is evil. muah hahahhahaha

82) Can you keep white shoes clean? no. not a skill of mine. sue me.

83) Have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal? FINALLY.

84) Do you believe in true love? for others sure.

85) Are you proud of the person you've become? it's a working progress.

86) Do you like the outside? i looooove the outside. i'm the most outsidenisst you ever sawwd!

89) Are you currently bored? pretty much.

90) Do you wanna get married? someday.

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? Who would? noo

92) Are you hungry? for candy? yes.

93) Do you have a bank account? yes. put 30 dallas in there TADAY by the way.

94) What makes you happy? reading the scriptures and escolhendo o que é certo.

95) Would you change your name? to lafawnda? heck yes.

96) Ever been to Alaska? not yet!

98) Do you watch the news? i read the news hon.

99) What' s your zodiac sign? Rooster baby!! (i know. it's lame sauce.)

100) Do you like Subway? FAVORITE RESTAURANT.

101) Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? haha no i kiss that lady who bore me everyday lol.

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? depends

103) Do you talk like your friends? i wish i did. they're so clever and hilarious. i'm snot.

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them? ..... yeah......

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self? what??

107) Who is the last guy you talked to? Ethan

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes? if i had one, they wouldn't be my boyfriend.

109) Do you go to church? yes. can't miss it.

110) What's going on between you and your best friend? a block or two.

111) Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with? my heavenly father i guess

113) Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos? sometimes they're cool but i wouldn't have them on myself ever

114) What do you wear more: jeans, sweats, pants, or shorts? JeAnS

115) You're a Sharpie marker, what color are you? purple.

116) Where do you go if you are butt naked and locked out of your house? running through the streets. ahh to be 5 again.

117) Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning? at night. all clean for bed!

118) Have you ever said you'd never love again? i try to convince myself but it hasn't worked. silly me.

119) Do you want to please everyone? i wish i could

120) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? mama's song- carrie underwood- my madre

121) Has someone ever made you a promise & broken it? i have issues.

122) Are you alone? physically yes. emotionally.. mas ou menos.. spiritually no

123) Do you have any siblings? four little blessings from above ;)

124) Did you speak to your father today? si señor. he's my hero.

125) How many months until your birthday? 8 baby! whoop-de-do.

sorry for boring you guys with that long post!! i was bored


And Now, For Your Entertainment and Delight:

yes i do have permission to put this on here. well i’m pretty sure…

yes that is my brother noah.

can you say SADIES?!

well you better be able to. I couldn’t really pick which ones i wanted to put on, so i just shoved them all on here.

Ps. like my new hair?? omgosh! ;D

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best lookin couple in the group: Nicole & Jade. by far.Picture 040Picture 039

this boy is hilarious!! Chandler and Shylee:

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Laura and Ryan!

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Landin and Marlee. Uber cute.

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Spencer and… have mercy! i can’t remember that girl’s name!! *gasp!*

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goodness i’m sorry, another name i have forgotten and Kelly:

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Marci and Bryson. haha. Bryson asked me if i wanted a ride home one day just after school started, like out of the blue, & i’d never really talked to him before. i made a total idiot of myself “whaa? uhh no, i just live like.. down there…” haha…good…times…

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Courtney and Orie. The most amazing woman on el planeta.

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